Sunday, November 23, 2008
I think it is the time for me to sit down and think of what is going on in my life. Am I stuck in between somewhere in a jungle or in a crowded street? What have I been learning in school, during tuition class and during service?
I have been going to school the past few weeks to attend my remedial class and band. My teacher taught me 2 chapters of AMaths, and till now I still can’t really grasp the concept it. I know I need to improve my studies during this period of time, but I just can’t really find the time to do it.
I have been going to church for about 2 months, I did get to know better about myself, my friends and of course God. Every Saturday I go for FUEL and service it indeed let me experience something new.
However I did not know what’s gone wrong with me these few weeks, I feel so lost, no idea of where to go, what decision is the best for me and the colours of my life is fading. I know there’s a lot of things are waiting for me to decide and complete, but when can I find myself back and get my entire task done.
I just feel so tired of my what I have been doing until now; don’t know when I have the time to take a break and just a day for myself? What am I suppose to do now??? What is the best decision for me??? I JUST FEEL SO LOST!
~thanks list for the week~
->sis carol
->Christopher~ for being someone that I can accountable to in my studies and other things.
-> kasturi
->everyone
hui sian
have faith and stand strong
