Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
I think it is the time for me to sit down and think of what is going on in my life. Am I stuck in between somewhere in a jungle or in a crowded street? What have I been learning in school, during tuition class and during service?
I have been going to school the past few weeks to attend my remedial class and band. My teacher taught me 2 chapters of AMaths, and till now I still can’t really grasp the concept it. I know I need to improve my studies during this period of time, but I just can’t really find the time to do it.
I have been going to church for about 2 months, I did get to know better about myself, my friends and of course God. Every Saturday I go for FUEL and service it indeed let me experience something new.
However I did not know what’s gone wrong with me these few weeks, I feel so lost, no idea of where to go, what decision is the best for me and the colours of my life is fading. I know there’s a lot of things are waiting for me to decide and complete, but when can I find myself back and get my entire task done.
I just feel so tired of my what I have been doing until now; don’t know when I have the time to take a break and just a day for myself? What am I suppose to do now??? What is the best decision for me??? I JUST FEEL SO LOST!
~thanks list for the week~
->sis carol
->Christopher~ for being someone that I can accountable to in my studies and other things.
-> kasturi
->everyone
hui sian
have faith and stand strong
Sunday, November 16, 2008
This week did not manage to go for sat service as there is band BBQ, so we went for the sun service which is today. Had service until 1.30pm, at 2.30pm I have WTTTF. I went with Li Ting and Nathan, it ends at 6.30pm.
I realised that it is important for us to be connected to each other no matter friends or school mates. Not only be connected we also must love one another.
Today I indeed learn a lot of things during the service and WTTTF. AWESOME
~thanks list for the week~->Pris~ for all your support->Christopher~having faith in me and believing me of making the right decisions in life->Joseph~letting me have the chance of making decision
hui sian
have faith & stand strong
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Why must people make decisions? Why it is that decision are difficult to make? Can we don’t make decisions??? Are our decisions that important???
I realised that it is difficult for me to make decision; I don’t know why sometimes I just can’t make a decision even an important thing that I’m handling.
When it talks about leadership, I’ll ask myself whether I am a good SL, and a NCO in band. Or at the first place I shouldn’t be a NCO, just be a member? Isn’t that I don’t have to worry too much thing? I know I’m a SL and a NCO; therefore I must perform my duty, be responsible of my section I know this is what I should do as a leader. I have been leading my section for 3 years; I just think that I’m not a good leader. I did not manage to lead my section that well. Moreover next year is SYF, what I should do to let my members to be committed and listens to what I said.
When it comes to commitment, I know that I have been committed towards my academic, by attending all the remedial and tuition that my teacher conducts. Cca, by attending all the training and church, by attending to fuel and service. Isn’t that enough for me? Or all this commitment is like a pile of water that will be gone after pouring out e water or being used up? Does all these commitment doesn’t let me gain anything.
I realised that I’m a person who always depends on someone, is a good or bad thing? I don know… I always have no confidence of myself and I’ll always tend to depend on others. Is this something that I have to change?
Christopher is challenging me that I must stand firm, I’m going to take up this challenge, I believe I can do it. And also don’t give in to the act of enemies; we should be the one influencing others! Whereas SHOULD be THE OTHER WAY ROUND. In the books of Romans, it is written ‘for god is with us, who is against us?’ the bible state 365 times ‘do not fear’.
~thanks list for the weeks (last week) ~
-> Benjamin~ for teaching me something that is important for me to know
-> Christopher~ for your advice and I’ll always take up the challenge
-> Pris ~ for being my wonderful friend till us…
-> Nathan(Cantonese’s disciples) ~ it remind me that I should speak Cantonese more often
-> Mervyn & sis Carol ~ make me realise that decision are important
-> All the church friends
(All of you are AWESOME)
hui sian
Stand strong & do not fear
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
I think today post is goanna to be long, I think a lot of people will just glance through it. I don’t know.
7 more weeks is going to the end of the year and school has ended for around 2 weeks, And also I have been going to church for around 2 months. I believe that in between these 7 weeks there can be miracle happen in my school work and my life.
Today I came to realise the things that is important in my life. I came to know that the friends around me and the relationship between me and whoever it is, is VERY IMPORTANT. Lynette, Pris, Li Ting, Claire, Sarah Benjamin, and Christopher. You guys are so wonderful that always by my side especially the girls, the guys also. Thank all of you for always being by my side.
Today I indeed have a challenging task for me. During a workshop, the person asked someone to volunteer to conduct so Christopher shouted out my name; I know I got no choice whereas I think this is an awesome experience for me. Normally I conduct in front of 5 people whereas not a group that is about 10 people.
Benjamin has taught me an important principle, that I should learn it from him. Not only that I realise accountability is important to me, I think I need someone to be accountable of. And I’m still seeking someone to accountable of.
Here’s comes the thank list:
~Thank Benjamin for your advice.
~Thank Christopher for calling my name, is an awesome experience for me.
~Although I know Pris, Li Ting, Claire and Sarah for 2 months but I still want to thank them for being such an awesome friends. You girls are so sweet.hui sian
Monday, November 3, 2008
Pris and Li Ting ><
me and Pris =)
Mervyn (e red guy)
Pris, Li Ting and me
Li Ting and me
1 nov. 08As usual went to church, I meet Sern, Chen and Deena at AMK. We went to have lunch at Mac, after that we went to church. Today church was quite fun, as we get to play games. Today only have 4 girls Pris, Claire, Li Ting and me, as the rest of the girls went to China. Although there is only the 4 of us but we still manage to win the guys… Yay! there is a Christmas party coming up on 18 Dec, all of us are looking forward to the Christmas party. Is sad that all of us have to split group, Christopher and me one group and Benjamin by himself. After church, all of us went to Century Square to have our dinner. It is quite sad that Mervyn, Christopher, and I have to take almost an hour bus home. Mervyn fall asleep on the bus, I also trying to take a nap but sms keep on coming in, not really able to take a nap; Christopher was playing games. I reach home around 10.30pm plus. I slept at 2.45am don know why I’m so energetic. During service, my mind have gone through a lot things, I know that I myself is facing a lot of difficulties now; such as my band stuff, school work, friendship and juniors. I hope that all these things will just disappear from my mind and I need not have to worry so much. God I need you to give me strength to complete all my stuff and put peace into my heart.31 Oct. 08HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!! Today as usual went to school to have English course, so sad that I cannot attend the AMath lesson. Awww… miss my AMath lesson so much. Today I went to ACM to watch the concert, the concert still ok. Today is Halloween day, if I were in States I’ll be celebrating Halloween.30 Oct. 2008
Today I went out with my younger god-sis, we went to watch High School Musical 3~Senoir Year. The movie was quite nice my favourite part is where they were dancing at the roof top and the prom night. And the house where they built a tree house that was cool. I hope I have a house that looks that way too. Before the movie we went to Mos burger, pay bill, library and of course shopping. We bought a lot of things, a gift from Bits n Pieces for my god-mum and our own earrings.hui sian
Pris and Li Ting >< 
me and Pris =)
Mervyn (e red guy)
Pris, Li Ting and me
Li Ting and me 
white maple leaf
Henderson Wave
Shiping and me
Li Li and me