Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Why must people make decisions? Why it is that decision are difficult to make? Can we don’t make decisions??? Are our decisions that important???
I realised that it is difficult for me to make decision; I don’t know why sometimes I just can’t make a decision even an important thing that I’m handling.
When it talks about leadership, I’ll ask myself whether I am a good SL, and a NCO in band. Or at the first place I shouldn’t be a NCO, just be a member? Isn’t that I don’t have to worry too much thing? I know I’m a SL and a NCO; therefore I must perform my duty, be responsible of my section I know this is what I should do as a leader. I have been leading my section for 3 years; I just think that I’m not a good leader. I did not manage to lead my section that well. Moreover next year is SYF, what I should do to let my members to be committed and listens to what I said.
When it comes to commitment, I know that I have been committed towards my academic, by attending all the remedial and tuition that my teacher conducts. Cca, by attending all the training and church, by attending to fuel and service. Isn’t that enough for me? Or all this commitment is like a pile of water that will be gone after pouring out e water or being used up? Does all these commitment doesn’t let me gain anything.
I realised that I’m a person who always depends on someone, is a good or bad thing? I don know… I always have no confidence of myself and I’ll always tend to depend on others. Is this something that I have to change?
Christopher is challenging me that I must stand firm, I’m going to take up this challenge, I believe I can do it. And also don’t give in to the act of enemies; we should be the one influencing others! Whereas SHOULD be THE OTHER WAY ROUND. In the books of Romans, it is written ‘for god is with us, who is against us?’ the bible state 365 times ‘do not fear’.
~thanks list for the weeks (last week) ~
-> Benjamin~ for teaching me something that is important for me to know
-> Christopher~ for your advice and I’ll always take up the challenge
-> Pris ~ for being my wonderful friend till us…
-> Nathan(Cantonese’s disciples) ~ it remind me that I should speak Cantonese more often
-> Mervyn & sis Carol ~ make me realise that decision are important
-> All the church friends
(All of you are AWESOME)
hui sian
Stand strong & do not fear
