我的故事

2010-04-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

2010-02-17T17:26:00.000+08:00

2010-02-07T11:39:00.001+08:00

woohoo. going to hunt for paper suitcase. hahz

2010-01-31T02:16:00.002+08:00

today sermon was totally awesome, it talks about how should we pray. have a breakthrough in prayer today. :D will pray according to His will and seek for futher action that i can take.

When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.
Isa 43:2

2010-01-24T21:57:00.002+08:00

well, someone requested me to update my blog, shall update then. posting result is coming out soon, hope i can get into marinetime business at SP. didn't do much things during e holidays, but i have watched a lot of TVB drama. 2010 is goanna be a very different yr for me. :D moreover is taking place right now.

cant wait for 'next week' which is tmr to arrive. a lot of things gonna take place :D do wait for my good news.

2010-01-01T02:26:00.002+08:00

2010 :D:D

blessed new year to everyone, hope all of u have a great time celebrating new year. am really looking forward to 2010, it's gonna be diff frm 2009. woohoo..

will upload photo soon on fb n blog. ;)

2009-12-28T10:35:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. receive a lot of gifts from friends, but still have 2 more gifts to receive. :P have celebration with e chong's family during the christmas eve and day. :D really have a great time celebrating with them...

2010 is arriving in 3 days time... woohoo, looking forward to 2010. it's goanna be something different. and and can't wait to go for watchnight too...

indeed smth happen ytd but thanks to claire, she spoke smth to me.

omg.. 2 weeks later result will be out, really hope i'll do well. actually, i shouldn't be worrying too much.. all the best to those who are getting ur o's result soon.

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
jer 29:11

2009-12-24T11:33:00.000+08:00

finally finish watching 烈火雄心III . and i'm still preparing all the christmas gift...
can't wait for tmr to arrive... is christmas tmr...

wish everyone has a blessed christmas and happy new year!!!

2009-12-04T19:45:00.000+08:00

i have not been updating my blog... have not been woking the past one week, due to sp course. sp course indeed fun, and get me to realise a lot of thing. it is not easy to become a sp, a lot of responsibility. i also realise that it is not easy for my sp to talk to me. today we went for street evan, is really fun, though the weather wasn't that good. but we still continue our street E. the first one i spoke to, the feeling is really scarry. but aft that is really fun... manage to share Christ to 8 of them. so proud of myself. ;)

i learn something that's very important today, and sis Gwen told me this before too... 'step out of your comfort zone'

must thank my partner mei yan, she is really awesome. :D

can't wait for tomorrow to arrive... coz my papa is coming back :D going through transitions too :( gonna miss upper sec...

2009-12-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

2009-11-22T18:42:00.000+08:00

has been working for about 1 week... working is much more tiring than studying... work for 8 hrs everyday and cannot go shopping... :(:( and also need to go to school for some 'useful' event.

went to chalet on friday night, indeed fun fun fun, gets to eat a lot of food :D the food is nice! waiting for my friend's mum to cook for me again. that's not important... JOHNERVAAAANN, better cook for me :P i hope e things he cook is edible...

the coming week is goanna be tiring, and busy, i'm tired of my schedule... i hope i can change it :)

indeed a lot of things happen, and my leader is not around, luckily still have my sp. thanks sp :D after all, still have to wait for my leader to be back. i really hope he'll be back soon...

didn't manage to send shao long off today :(. but after all understand why is it so.

i hope to meet up with all my friends, ex-school mates and especially my cousin. haven't seen her for months. anwy, going to shop at zara soon :D:D

2009-11-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

bye bye o's, hello work. went to work today, e job was quite okay.... but every sat after work still need to go... well, shall make some changes to my schedule.

if anyone want to meet me up pls give me a 3 days advance sms. thanks :D

2009-10-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

time indeed flies, today is last day of school. i remembered when i first step into the school, i saw my primary school mates and i step into class 103. guess what, i met a very very pretty girl and that is LYNETTE and i also met a very harworking girl that is AI WEI... ...

4 yrs down the road, i met a lot of new friends, teachers and and and the school work us getting more and more difficult... ...

finally, all of us graduated. indeed a lot of memories left in the school and in the cca. but, all this just happened yesterday.

arrr.. o's level is comming, goanna conquer this. still got a lot of things haven't memories... ... am i able to make it?!

2009-09-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

So You Would Come

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come
Nothing you can do

Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. matt 11:28

2009-09-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

holidays end soon... which is today, haiz battle starts tmr and and and is the last lap towards the O'S, scarry man. well, went wtttf again, but have a different experience :D

2009-09-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

finally, i can post photos :D

2009-08-20T15:40:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is prelim, scarry... ... i'm totally not prepared for it... arr... what am i suppose to do now?

this week indeed a happening week, everything just happen in this particular day, and it stike me. what am i suppose to do? as usual studying for silly 6 subjects. what will i get for my prelim? still the usual result? i really hope not.

2009-08-13T16:43:00.000+08:00

That's What Friends Are For

And I, never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if, I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For/In good times and/in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

And then, for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my hearts
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For/In good times and/in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

2009-08-12T15:40:00.000+08:00

has been slacking in class since tuesday, everyday almost can get to sleep at least one hour in class. prelim is coming... super scarry.

2009-08-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

i'll keep my mouth shut from now on. and do nothing. i think that's the best solution.

2009-08-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

PROBLEMS
PROBLEMS
PROBLEMS

2009-07-18T22:52:00.001+08:00

pre-lims and o's are coming. prelims i just 4 weeks away and o's is about 95 days. my friends around me are wondering why am i'm not worried for these 2 exams. but the truth is that i'm really worried, as i'm totally not prepared to go for war. i have not prepared any weapon and skills. if i go to a war without skill and weapon isn't it just like... at the end i'll die.

have really been slacking for thse few weeks, everyday just sleep and do nothing. i have no idea why i did that too.

*sigh*

2009-07-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

first week of school, arrr.. some ppl are happy abt that. but my first week of school is like soooo, just don't like e feeling of it. moreover, prelim is getting nearer. the no. of days are decresing. i'm totally not prepared for it. have been slacking e first week of school, came back frm school, bath, eat, nap, dinner, tv and homeworks.... isn't it a slacking lifestyle

why must things always happen in just one night? do ppl accept it? do we face the reality? or... just let it be?!?! i'm really clueless

next week will be an exciting week i guess so, coz there are more things are waiting for me to get it done. and i think a lot of unexpected things going to happen. dunno whether is good or bad

well, 1 month towards my birthday.

2009-06-30T14:57:00.000+08:00

arrrr... sch re-open already. :( abt 10+ weeks to prelim isn't it scary. moreover i'm not prepared got so many chapters to study for each subject. arrr....

Amaths- 21 chpt
Emaths- frm sec 1-4
chem- 21 chpt
phy- 20 chpt
poa- 20 chpt
ss- 4 topic essay
geog- 2 main chpt

arrr.. am i able to finish all my revision before my prelim? i hope i can, still struggle with holiday assignment.. arrrr...

2009-06-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

have been very busy in school, avg time to reach school is 6.45am :(

yay! i'm going to I HAVE a LOTS isn't it awesome :D

and and and, my birthday is coming, isn't it awesome? :DDDD

2009-06-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

omg omg, the headphones looks cool and so awesome :D especially e pink one

http://www.audiocubes.com/popup_image.php?pID=2470

2009-06-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

life conference, indeed awesome. is really impactful.

oh no, next week is the last week of holidays. why must holiday end so fast?! need to go sch again.

2009-06-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

yay! today went out with my fellow awesome friends and they are:

- spc (silly pris chin)
- uncle lee (fernando)
- e one who loves to sing (mervyn)
- e one who wears slippers n shorts to e city (voon)
- me (e awesome one) :D

we have a lot of fun time and fellowship time today. so sad that we went out with a CRAZY girl, guess who?! is SPC hahz...

we are like a bunch of crazy people walking around the mall. but we really enjoy ourselves.

value + worthless = worthless?!

this weekend gonna have a busy weekends. tomorrow there is life conference.. arrr...

study hard, play hard, eat hard and pray hard.

p.s check out e photos on fb :D

2009-06-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

i can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:13

2009-06-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

FRIENDS

do truthful friends appear?
will friends help when troubles comes?
will friends come to console when feeling down?
do friends care?
is it able to find friends when i need help in school work or other stuff?
do friends bother?

all of us do have a lot of friends, but most of them will not be bother. they will rather bother about themselves. when ask them for help, they might turn you down. where can i find my truthful friends?!?

2009-06-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

trying my best to study just now, found my worksheet 19.2, as it was under my bed. hahaz. flipping my worksheet on integration, don even know how to do a single ques. don even know what's that chpt talking about. then, go on to another subject, also dunno know how to do. well, currently really give up on my studies.

2009-06-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

what is trust about?!
who can i trust other than God.
my friends?
i really have no idea?!?!

here in my life

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet but
At your Word Lord, I’ll receive Your
Faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me:
In that very same place
All my failing surely would've drowned me
But You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus you’re the reason
I’m kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, here in my life?

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds
The way to freedom, truth of Jesus
Bought from death into His life

And I remember how You saw me:
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the cost was Your beloved for me
Still you made a way!

2009-06-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

HaPpY bIrThDaY pRiS!!!

most of us went to celebrate pris birthday, hope she like e surprise and e gift. we have a lot of that day. hahz

very busy recently but next week gonna have a more relax week. awesome. and i get to get out with a lot of ppl. yay

2009-06-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

yay! at last my cheena o's is over. :D can sort of enjoy a bit, hahz. but still got study camp and band :(

2009-05-31T10:09:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is cheena o's, so unbelievable. haven't really revise on cheena. got a lot of things to remember, that's horrible.

wish those who are taking cheena o's, all the best!

yay! june holiday is coming. but still need to go back to school for study camp and cca. wad is this man.

2009-05-26T15:47:00.000+08:00

i have a lot of fun during e weekend, have chong's gathering at chalet. we have a lot of fun at e chalet. a lot of nice food. :D

yay, i got a gold medal today

5 more days to o's chinese

2009-05-23T11:30:00.000+08:00

This personality profile is based on the writing of Chong Hui Sian created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Chong is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Chong will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Chong an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Chong is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Chong is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Chong doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Chong will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Chong is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Chong learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Chong is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Chong's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Chong that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Chong also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Chong is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Chong's self-concept is artificially low. Chong will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Chong to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Chong is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Something is incomplete in Chong's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Chong's sexual needs.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Chong has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Chong fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Chong has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Chong is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Chong would like to leave the past behind and move on.

2009-05-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

TRUST?!?! who can i trust nowadays? i can't even trust e friends around me.

2009-05-19T14:55:00.000+08:00

got back my result today, i think everyone would like to how well or badly i did. but i'll not post anything on my blog. hahz. want to know? find out from me then.

12 more days to mt o's

2009-05-17T12:09:00.000+08:00

time indeed flies very fast. all the result will be out tml. i thk most of us are quite worry about e result, including myself. oh well, i think i will do badly for my amaths paper, is really a killer paper. i only knw how to dom 2 out of 10 question that is like so terrible. but from my science papers onwards, i finished my paper preety early. is that a good thing? i don't know.

15 days to chinese o's. that is so... oh well, should buck up on my chinese.

june holiday will be arriving soon. got a lot of event going to take place during the holiday. i hope i can go wtttf

LIFE CHARITY CONCERT
date: June 25-27
time: 8-9.30pm
venue: Trinity @ Paya Lebar

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
psalm 139:14

2009-05-16T01:39:00.000+08:00

yay! exams are finally over. but but but, 2 weeks to chinese o's.

2009-05-08T22:07:00.001+08:00

oh well, recently is busying preparing for my exams until next friday. so far, i have taken my Amaths paper 1, english, chinese and social studies. and next will be all e calculation papers, except for geography.

thank Benjy voon for teaching me my chemistry and his teaching is awesome. the good and bad guy will rmb forever.

because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
James 1:3-4

don't give up, God is about to do something

2009-05-03T11:23:00.000+08:00

i think i have not blogged for very long, my mid-yr exam started last thursday with Eng papers, pretty crappy and tricky. coming Wednesday, is really the starting of the war. but i'm not prepared for all the rest of the subject.

yesterday, i was really angry with this particular person...
and also went to Fernando birthday party, happy birthday Fernando. =) thanks for inviting me to your birthday party.

oh well, yesterday preaching was about fishing...

Afterward Jesus appeared again to his disciples, by the Sea of Tiberias. It happened this way: 2Simon Peter, Thomas (called Didymus), Nathanael from Cana in Galilee, the sons of Zebedee, and two other disciples were together. 3"I'm going out to fish," Simon Peter told them, and they said, "We'll go with you." So they went out and got into the boat, but that night they caught nothing.
4Early in the morning, Jesus stood on the shore, but the disciples did not realize that it was Jesus.
5He called out to them, "Friends, haven't you any fish?" "No," they answered.
6He said, "Throw your net on the right side of the boat and you will find some." When they did, they were unable to haul the net in because of the large number of fish.
John 21:1-6

we tends to go back to fishing, and it is a very common thing that we get discourage when we got no fish. but but but, Jesus always restores us to success.

upcoming event, LIFE CONFERENCE

i want to thank some special people like sis carol and sis Gwen

counting on God
Im in a fight not physical,
Im in a war but not with this world,
You are the light that is beautiful,
And i want more,
I want all that is yours Joy unspeakable that wont go away,
And just enough strenght to live for today,
So I never have to worry what tomorrow will bring Cuz my faith is on solid rock,
I am counting on God,

I am counting on, I am counting on God,
I am counting on, I am counting on God,
I am counting on, I am counting on God,
I am counting on, I am counting on God

In the miracle of christ in me,
Is the mystery that sets me free,
Im nothing like i use to be, Just open up your eyes,
You'll see

don't give up, God is about to do something.

2009-04-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

all right, i think it is time for me to do some proper update for my blog. hmmm, where should i start from, shall start from... Good Friday... ... this year Good Friday, i spent it with IGNYTE. indeed a different good friday i have for this year.

mid-year indeed round the corner, and is just 2 weeks later. and i have not prepare for it... gosh... better start prepare now...

DISCIPLINE

and

SATURDAY

2009-04-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

what a small world it is... oh well, have a 'long' weekends 3 days break only. trying to catch up with all my school work. and my time management, rather slack, mid year is coming.

2009-04-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

a lot of things flow through my mind, and struck me just like this without any preparation

leave me alone....

draw me close to you....

2009-03-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

i love Love,
i need your anointing,
i need You desperately,
i know i can count on You,
i know You will not leave me,
but i need You to be with me at this moment,
i need your guidance,
i need you to lead my to the right path,
i know i can commit everything onto your hands,
but... ...
draw me close to You.

oh well, tomorrow is syf.

draw me close to You

2009-03-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

i saw this rainbow outside my house on friday evening.

i saw this outside LT after service on saturday

2009-03-22T12:52:00.000+08:00

whhhaaattt! is sunday? last day of march holidays? i have not done anything during the holiday, and it ended just like this? oh well, i didn't do much revision during this holiday. 10 more days to syf. school re-open tomorrow, and this week is the last week preparation for syf, and this week goanna be a busy week.

Counting on God

i'm in a fight but not physical

and i'm in a war

but not with this world

You are the light that's beautiful

and i want more

i want all that's Yours

joy unspeakable that won't go away

and just enough strength to live for today

so i never have to worry

what tomorrow will bring

'cause my faith is on solid rock

i am counting on God

i am counting on

i am counting on God

the miracle of Christ in me

is the mystery that sets me free

i'm nothing like i used to be

open up your eyes you'll see

although this coming week might be a good or bad week, i don know? but i believe God will renew my strength and i'm counting on God. :D

but those who hope in the LORD

will renew their strength.

They will soar on wings like eagles;

they will run and not grow weary,

they will walk and not be faint.

Isaiah 40:31

search for him and you will find him

stand strong and count on Him

2009-03-20T01:31:00.000+08:00

Your Name

As morning dawns and evening fades

You in-spire songs of praise

that rise from earth to touch your heart

and glorify Your name

your name is a strong and mighty tower

Your name is a shelter like no other

Your name let the nations sing it louder

'cause nothing has the power to save

but Your name

Jesus, in Your name we pray

come and fill our hearts today

Lord, give us strength to live for You

and glorify Your name

currently is 20 march about 2am, i don know why, but at this hour i just feel like posting this. i think during this month indeed have a lot of things happening around me. currently i have to face syf, ca result and my studies. but most importantly is time management. did i plan my time well? oh well, i think Lord want me to persevere on with all these things around me...

i shall continue with my studies now.

2009-03-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

hey! i'm back from my 3 days camp. woohoo, this is the last band camp i have. super tired. moreover tomorow still need to go back to school, and tomorrow is my only day to study, and got a lot of assignment to complete.

last sunday, we have 'spontaneous' it was really fun, coz of the water bombs. i get bombed by a lot of people, in the end i was super wet and we have pizza.

shall post e photo when i'm free

2009-03-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

oh well, time indeed flies, march holidays is here and term 1 just end like this. reflecting back what i have done during this 10 weeks of schools. hmmm... pretty busy with school event, did not get to study very hard and have a good time to rest.

report book release on thursday, i'm not very satisfied with my grade cos is like... so the only thing can be done is to pace my study, and study hard.

yay! i have 1 week break, unfortunately i have to go to school everyday for cca except for thursday. so am i going to make full use of my holiday? i don't think so.

for the time being i really don't know wad to do, as my life is just like a boat floating on the sea and is not moving towards the destination.

Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him and he will do this

Psalm 37:5

search for Him and i will be able to find Him

alvin's birthday party

2009-03-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

this picture has been floating in my mind since yesterday, i think there's something that i need to know. although is a pair of footprints, but it means a lot to me.

yay! today is e-learning day, no need go school. but still need to study at home. early in the morning go gym until 11am, leave around 12 plus, outside was raining cats and dogs.

The LORD is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him
Lamentations 3:25

2009-03-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

oh well, where should i continue....

today indeed a great day, where i get to rest my brain, stop worrying of all my stuff. but during service, i stonned for quite awhile. during service i watched this video, team hoyt- i can only imagine. i think you ppl shld watch this video, is really touching.

i'm have decided for some of the things, i think what i have decided, the outcomes is bad. my fellow folks doesn't allowed me to do that, but it just for this month. i just feel that i have loose my stand.... and not doing what i'm suppose to do... ...

WHERE'S MY STAND???
WHICH is MORE IMPORTANT???

AGAPE- self-sacrificing, thoughtful love

SPONTANEOUS!!!
Date: 15 march
Venue: Bradell
Time: 2pm
c'ya... :D

The living, the living—they praise you, as I am doing today
Isaiah 38:19

search for You and i'll find You

2009-03-07T00:15:00.000+08:00

time indeed flies, in a very fast speed, just like the rocket. have been schooling for 3 months and did not have a break, although holiday is coming, still very eventful. didn't manage to have a break, and have a kitkat.

2 months later, i'm going to sit for my mt o'level paper, it is so scary. till now still not very prepared.

hmmm... is this week a happy or sad week for me? i guess is a tideous week for me.

will be continued... ...

2009-03-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

congratulations benjy and chris sern.

after service these 2 songs still flowing in my mind. amazing grace (my chains are gone) and come, Holy Spirit.

Amazing Grace (my chains are gone)

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I’m found
Was blind, but now I see
‘Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed
My chains are gone
I’ve been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy reigns
Unending love, amazing grace
The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures
The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbid to shine
But, God who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
You are forever mine

Come, Holy Spirit

Come, Holy Spirit,
Fall on me now
I need Your anointing,
Come in Your Power
I love You Holy Spirit,
You're captivating my soul:
and everyday I grow to love You more
I'm reaching for Your Heart,
You hold my life in your hands
Drawing me closer to You
I feel Your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where i can see You face to face
I worship You
in spirit and in truth

these 2 songs really speaks to me a lot during service.
thanks guys for praying for me.

i just hope the coming week will be a better week, hope that everything will be able to resolve by this week.

still struggling with all th problems,
but i believe He will help me through the storms....

if you search for Him, you will be able to find Him... ...

Proverbs 3:5

2009-02-25T19:04:00.000+08:00

last friday PM, all of them came to my house. we did not have pm for abt 2 weeks, hope you guys enjoy the simple meal. i hope the spagetti is yummy, thanks guys for coming over to my house.

today is the start of the camp, hmmm.... some stragies for us to prepare for our O's. tomorrow is A-Z career talk, hopefully it is not boring... hahaz

recently indeed a lot of things happen to me, until now i still struggling with all my problems. i hope that all these storms will resolve by this week.

FAITH

2009-02-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

This struck me since Sunday night, I was just so tired to post this, coz I was very sick over the weekend. But I know no matter what I’m I still want to get it post by today.

HE is the one who….
Loves me,
Heals my broken heart,
Always by my side to
Listen to my cries,
Teach me what’s right and wrong,
Forgives me,
Give me all the strength,
Reveal to me.
I’ll continue to…
Worship Him,
Trust Him,
Have faith in Him and
Know who he is.
Give praise to Him,
Honor Him,
Loves Him with all my
Heart, soul and mind.

It reminds me again that 2009 an Abundant Living year.

God, it is all about what you have done and make an impact in my life.

I’ll continue to search for you…

2009-02-08T16:57:00.000+08:00

This week wasn’t a good week for me coz I did not manage to study for my test and I’m sick. As usual everyday is busy except for Friday, coz the PM people not free so there isn’t any PM. Priscilla and Shao Long came to my house for a simple dinner but someone ps us. I guess I need to have a good rest this week, coz the coming week is going to be a ‘study madness’ week, coz everyday got one subject of test. Will start with POA, Chemistry, AMaths, Geography, and lastly social studies.

Saturday after service went to Fernando’s, coz his father birthday. I always enjoy going to his house; coz the food is super nice. I enjoy eating the crab.

So sad that I don’t have voice to talk the past few days until today also, yesterday liting say that my voice was sexy.

Yay, this Saturday is valentine’s day, I need to prepare some Valentine’s Day gift for my good friends, quite a lot to prepare.

2009-02-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

it was a stoning week for me, i also don't know why. the worse day of the week was Wednesday, coz everything just crash on me. but weekend was fun, thanks to Alvin's treat, the treat was AWESOME.

what Benjy and bro. Darren told me was right, i really have to manage all my things. although this year i'm going to take my O's, SYF and other commitment. i really have to sit down to plan my stuff.

2009-01-26T16:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year

time indeed flies, chinese new year is here. get to take a break, AMaths qualifying test result is out, i didn't scored what i expected to. i know that most of us did not scored what we expected but i guess we'll do better the next round. no worry people anything don understand ask CHRIS SERN.

last week indeed quite slack, but still need to study for test. thanks Jeremy for teaching me AMaths. and also thanks Alvin, the host. your house is awesome, the food also awesome.

thanks God for answering to my prayer, praise God.

2009-01-23T21:24:00.000+08:00

currently i'm at Alvin Laiman's house, just finish eating our Chinese New Year celebration dinner. we have our big feast, steamboat, yu sheng and ice-cream. his house is so cool, today food is awesome!

thanks Ben Voon for helping me to cut all the food and of course our host Alvin Laiman. your house is great, i love your mum's noodle, it taste great!

(will post photo & video soon)

2009-01-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

There are ups and downs in our everyday life, we get to meet new faces here and there but we also tend to left out the old faces. I don’t think we should left out the old faces whereas we should continue to bond with them no matter they are new or old faces. In my life, this scenario will only appear in TV drama; however I witness this scenario with my own eyes. The feeling of losing a friend is terrible. Although we’re not that close, in my eyes, he is a friend that is annoying but when you think back, I believe everyone will miss that particular person. I don’t know when we’ll meet each other again.

3 weeks of school have passed; I guess by now everyone is feeling tired. CCA starts, upcoming test, completing of homework, catch enough of sleep and also our own event. The key thing is time management, for those who are taking O’s this year make sure you guys sleep early, pay attention in class as it is the most crucial time. Ever never fall asleep during lesson as you might miss out the key point, try your best to be AWAKE.

Time flies just like a rocket, few days later is CNY. I bet all every one of us and I am excited about it as we get to receive ang pao. Hahaz

hui sian

2009-01-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

Times indeed flies super fast, I don’t know why everyday is so eventful, I even have to compete with the time. This weekend I realise that I’m getting blur, just like Benjamin, don’t know what’s going on.

Yesterday I reach home I watch the watchnight service again and I look back into my journal. I began to think and reflect back of what’s I have done for the week. I know that I have a lot of things that I need to work on it, just like this whole week. I indeed have to remind myself of Luke 10:27.These are the things that I really need to work on it starting tomorrow.

- Punctuality
- Concentrate in class
- Finished my homework

This week FUEL was to list out our expectations for 2009. I have listed 3 expectations for the year; my O’s attend SP course and continue to grow spiritually. I know that this 3 expectations, is all about my time management.

2009 is going to be an abundant living year, the 4Ps and faithfulness. I really have to get started with all these.

- Prosperity
- Posterity
- Provision
- Plenteous
- Loyal
- Dutiful
- Responsible

Christopher has been telling me that, I look stress. Am I that stress??? I don’t know.

Hey guys, thanks for trying my cookies especially Benjamin and bro.Sam. Sorry that my first day bake wasn’t that nice, but the second day very nice right, I know my church friends love it. Especially Mervyn and bro.Sam. I’ll bake after Chinese New Year.

~thanks list for the week~
- those people have tried my cookies
-everyone

2009-01-07T20:49:00.000+08:00

It has a long long time that I have not post anything, coz I’m a busy person. Although I’m very busy, I try my best to bake cookies for some of you. Hopefully the cookies are nice. Hahaz =)

3 Jan 2009

Today is the first service of 2009. As usual went for FUEL and service, however, today there is a breakthrough in my life. I get to serve in CH and almost my whole cell is in CH isn’t that awesome.

2 Jan 2009

Today is first day of school, get to meet my school mates and get to know new subject teacher. After school went for my gimmicks rehearsal, then after that went for PM. After that went home to rest, and at 10pm start doing my entire task that I’m suppose to complete.

First day of school already have a lot of things crashing down onto me, such as handling in homework, lesson get started, qualifying test is coming, orientation and e most major one is O’s.

~thanks list for the week~
-> Christopher Chen- although we know each other since last year, I’m glad to have a friend like you. Thanks for everything.
-> Hui Yee- thanks for the card, I love it. LOVE YOU
-> Joseph- thanks for the present, I love it.
-> Alvin
-> Benjamin
-> Christopher Sern

2009-01-01T16:11:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!!

This post is goanna be very long, thanks people for taking off your time to read.

2009 is here, and of course we have a new start for everything. This is my first time spending my New Year’s Eve at church; it indeed let me know how I should start my 2009. 2009 ii will be Abundant Life.

I indeed have a blessed 2008, all thanks to God. I’m sure God has plan for me in 2009. I’m going to glorify Him, and serve. One of the verses that I’ll always remembered since yesterday after service.

The man answered, “‘you must love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, all your strength, and all your mind.’ And, ‘Love your neighbour as yourself.’”
Luke 10:27

School is starting tomorrow and mine busy schedule will start soon. There will be 2 major events going on which is the SYF and O’s. Other than that I still have tuition, CCA and other commitment going on. I believe God give me the strength and lift me higher.

I know it is time for me to reflect on my 2008, I join church for about 3 months and during this three months it really make an impact in my life, I have learnt a lot of things from God. The friends I met, it indeed let me learn something from them. Thank God for blessing me. I’ll continue to know Him better and continue to grow.

For those who are taking your O’s this year do work hard, and for those who are going to Poly or JC I believe you guys will get what will want. Hey guys continue to press on.

After service I went out with Mervyn, Christopher and his brother and Shao Long. We went to eat Mac at AMK. I reach home is about 2.30am.

~thanks list for 2008~

-> Pris- I’m so glad to have known you, thanks for all the cares and loves. Thanks for taking off your precious time to teach us. And also no matter what happen you will always be there for me. LOVE YOU! Miss you too: D

->Liting- thanks for all the cares and loves, and also no matter what happens you will always be there for me and I love your Christmas present. LOVE YOU! Miss you too: D

-> Benjamin- thanks for always be there guiding me along, and someone that I can accountable to no matter where I am. LOVE YOU! :D

-> Christopher- thanks for all the guiding and someone that I can accountable to. And all the things you have help me with, thanks for accompany me most of the time and make sure I have done all my things. LOVE YOU! :D

-> Mervyn- thanks for always be there guiding me and always encourage me. Thanks for accompany home after dinner. Million of thanks to you. LOVE YOU! Miss you too: D

-> Jeremy- thanks for taking your precious time of to teach me AMaths, you’re a really an excellent teacher. Million thanks to you. Miss you: D

-> Hui Yee- although we are in different cell this year, but think the positively. It is time for us to grow, we still can hangout together ok? Don’t be sad, cheer up. Thanks for accompany most of the time. LOVE YOU! :D

-> Dennis- although I don’t know you very well but you are the one that always cheers me up. You always cheer up my Saturday. Continue to grow along with God. LOVE YOU! :D

-> bro. Sam- thanks for guiding me for the past few months, you’re someone that never fails to help me. Million of thanks to you. I’ll continue to grow with my own cell.

-> sis. Carol- thanks for all your guiding, you’re also someone that never fails to help me too. Million of thanks to you. Will miss you. LOVE YOU! Miss you too: D

-> Claire- always being there for me, showing your concern and love. I love your cookies. LOVE YOU! :D

->Sarah- thanks for showing your love and concern to me. LOVE YOU! :D

->Fernando- thanks for inviting me to your house, which is the best Christmas party that I ever have attend. I love the food. Thanks: D

->Nathan- although I have know you for a few months, I’m really glad to have known you.

->Joseph- I’m glad to have known you, and thanks to all the things. :D

->Lili- thanks for always accompany me in class. And taught me Chinese, I believe you will feel God love one day.

->Lynette and family- thanks for always listen to my ‘nice story’ almost everyday. Thanks for all your help, you are someone that always help me and go your house very often. I miss your mum cook food, especially the macaroni. LOVE YOU! :D

->Alvin Laiman- hey friend, thanks! And thanks for the Christmas present!

Hey guys, you people are really AWESOME. I’m so blessed to have met you guys. I hope I did not miss anyone out. God bless and take care.

have faith and stand strong

2008-12-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

This week I feel so blessed. This year I have 4 Christmas party, so I’ll get to eat a lot of food. Hahaz. I have an awesome Christmas this year, not because of 4 Christmas party whereas is the meaning of celebrating Christmas.

4 more days to 2009, time indeed flies. What is my goal? Who am I running for? Most importantly how do I run? I have some plans in my mind for e coming year 2009. To me the most important is the 3Cs.

I’m so blessed that I have Pris, Benjamin, Christopher, Jeremy (da ge), Mervyn, Hui Yee and e.t.c that they are always be there for me.

It is time for me to share my Christmas present with everyone. I indeed receive a lot of present. My favourite present is the bible followed by the ring, and the tiara. Too many present, so I’m not going to name everything. Thanks guys for those who have given me presents and cards, I love everything that I receive from all of you.

After sharing my present, it is time to be SERIOUS. Next Friday school re-open, and I have not really finish all my assignment. I’ll do my very best to finish it. The coming Monday I’ll have my E & A maths mock exam, stress man. Da ge is going to help me in my maths tomorrow and Pris is helping Benjy in bio. It is time for me to complete my assignment NOW!

~thanks list for the week~
-> Pris
-> Liting
-> Christopher
-> Benjamin
-> Jeremy
-> Deena
-> Shermaine
-> Ezra
-> Jie Kai
-> Chyii

Photos taken @ Nouveau

2008-12-24T18:11:00.000+08:00

Me, Jeremy, Liting and Hui Yee

Sarah and me :)

Jeremy(my bodyguard) and me

Sarah, Christopher, Mervyn and me

(we are the ANGELS)

Photos taken @ Nouveau

2008-12-24T18:02:00.000+08:00

Mervyn and me

Mama(sis Carol), Mervyn and me

Liting, me and Prisss

Shermaine, Hui Yee and me

Me, Christopher Sern and Chen

2008-12-21T13:42:00.000+08:00

i am currently at my closest friend Sarah's house, trying out clothes for later Nouveau. i have choosen a white long sleeve shirt, cause i'm going to serve later.

2008-12-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

yearning for more
more of you Lord in my life
this is my cry oh Lord

my heart’s desire
holy spirit come fill my life
desperate for your touch

all of my days, you hold in your hands
all of my ways, I will proclaim

higher, Lord you will lift me
higher, out of my weakness
Lord take me as I am

higher, I will be lifted
higher, my world committed
in my generation I will proclaim

in the dark, you will light my ground, light my
ground
through the storm, you will lift me up, lift me up

higher, higher, higher in you
(taken from Ben blog)

I think today entry will be long, so just bear with it. On 18Dec it was our IWCP, the party was fun, but I really hope all of our friends do experience something. I also realised that, today (18 Dec) is the day where my life begin. I’ll always remember this day.

I have been going to church for about going to 3 months, I feel that I have grown a lot in ignite. It really taught me a lot of things. As usual Saturday I went to church, but this week is a special Saturday to me. It really let me think through a lot of things and also what my plans are for 2009. Not only that my faith in Jesus is growing, and I manage to speak up to my church mate without much worry. Before I went to service Mervyn urged me to serve in ch. I told him that I may start serving next year, however, during service I just feel that I should start serving next year. Before we went home, Mervyn asks me to experience how serving is starting tomorrow during Noveau. I don’t know why, I just have a silent ‘yes’ (I guess so).

I did plan that 5 years later I wanted to migrate, and have some of the things that I want to do. However, today I realise I have to drop all the plans and to die for myself. Although I’ll be having my O’level next year 2009 but I know that I have to stay committed to the things I need to accomplish; I’ll start serving next year.

Sarah, Mervyn and Chris, they are just awesome friends. Not only that they have thought me a lot thing that can’t even be bought by money. They are really AWESOME.

This song really impact me a lot, I know Lord will soar me higher. And I will influence the people around me, whereas Not they influence me.

have faith and stand strong

~thanks list for the week~
->Benjamin
->Christopher
->Alvin
->Mervyn
->Sarah

2008-12-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

17 more days to 2009… time indeed flies, so far I have been busying in and out. Next week is the busiest week I guess so. Coz I need to buy Christmas present, go out with my friend, IWCP, prepare for my mock exam and done up the SL handbook.

I just realised that 2 weeks later I’m going to have my E&A maths mock exam… I NEED HELP!!! Can someone teach me???

Yay! Next Thursday is IWCP; I’m looking forward to this event. Its goanna be FUN!!! :D. and on Sunday is Nouveau.

The movie twilight is showing on Thursday, my friend told me it is a MUST watch movie. I don’t think I get the chance to watch, never mind, I can watch it the following week. Hahaz.

I read through my old handbook, under the contents of what takes a real and good quality leader e.g. patience, self-confidence, and e.t.c. when I read all these, I reflect back what have I been doing the past few months. I realise I’m not a real and good quality leader. Where my patience and my self-confidence have goes to???

~thanks list for the weeks~
->EVERYONE

have faith and stand strong

2008-12-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

I’m feeling super tired today. Had band from 8am- 5pm, after band went to AMK hub with Zi Xuan, Aidil, Dennis, Alvin, Chris, Ben, e.t.c.

Alvin, Aidil, Zi Xuan, Dennis, Chris and I went to S11 to have our dinner and we talked lame jokes (I think so). After that we went back to AMK hub, Dennis, Zi Xuan and Aidil went left the 3 of us… and it’s *shopping time* it sounded nice but the journey was quite tiring for us… we went to find something for Humphrey’s birthday present.

The last stop we went was library. After that we went home…. Indeed an tiring day, that’s all for today.

have faith and stand strong

2008-12-07T16:00:00.000+08:00

On Friday it was my cousin birthday, we went to Pizza Hut to have our dinner. The pizza is so delicious.

I have a lot of fun this weekend, so sad that Benjamin is not with us. Yesterday we went to Raffles City to have our dinner, after that we went to arcade. Indeed have a lot of fun, especially the para para dance.

Yay, Christmas is coming, and also will have a lot of Christmas present. Hahaz. I’m looking forward to the IWCP.

~thanks list for the weeks~
->Mervyn
->Christopher
->everyone

hui sian
have faith and stand strong

2008-12-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night I rang up my cousin, I ask him to join us for the IWCP, unfortunately he was not free. While we were chatting, he told me something that I myself also have realised. Being fear and worried.

Why must I be fear of what I am doing and my decision? And also being worried of the consequences?

have faith and stand strong

2008-12-01T02:43:00.000+08:00

This week indeed a lot of things had happen, especially Tuesday. I don’t know why just that particular day, I was feeling extremely down and also can’t concentrate during band practice. I was searching for someone that I can talk to, but the closest people are not there. At that point I realise the existence of my friends are IMPORTANT and I know I have to treasure them even more.

I don’t know why I just find that Saturday is always the day of the week that let me think of a lot of things. However….

I know some of my friends are always be there for me. Thanks people, I’ll treasure you people forever.

~thanks list for the weeks~
->Pris~ always being there for me 24 / 7 / 365
->Christopher
->everyone

hui sian
have faith and stand strong

2008-11-26T10:42:00.000+08:00

2008-11-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

I think it is the time for me to sit down and think of what is going on in my life. Am I stuck in between somewhere in a jungle or in a crowded street? What have I been learning in school, during tuition class and during service?

I have been going to school the past few weeks to attend my remedial class and band. My teacher taught me 2 chapters of AMaths, and till now I still can’t really grasp the concept it. I know I need to improve my studies during this period of time, but I just can’t really find the time to do it.

I have been going to church for about 2 months, I did get to know better about myself, my friends and of course God. Every Saturday I go for FUEL and service it indeed let me experience something new.

However I did not know what’s gone wrong with me these few weeks, I feel so lost, no idea of where to go, what decision is the best for me and the colours of my life is fading. I know there’s a lot of things are waiting for me to decide and complete, but when can I find myself back and get my entire task done.

I just feel so tired of my what I have been doing until now; don’t know when I have the time to take a break and just a day for myself? What am I suppose to do now??? What is the best decision for me??? I JUST FEEL SO LOST!

~thanks list for the week~
->sis carol
->Christopher~ for being someone that I can accountable to in my studies and other things.
-> kasturi
->everyone

hui sian
have faith and stand strong

2008-11-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

This week did not manage to go for sat service as there is band BBQ, so we went for the sun service which is today. Had service until 1.30pm, at 2.30pm I have WTTTF. I went with Li Ting and Nathan, it ends at 6.30pm.

I realised that it is important for us to be connected to each other no matter friends or school mates. Not only be connected we also must love one another.

Today I indeed learn a lot of things during the service and WTTTF. AWESOME

~thanks list for the week~
->Pris~ for all your support
->Christopher~having faith in me and believing me of making the right decisions in life
->Joseph~letting me have the chance of making decision

hui sian
have faith & stand strong

2008-11-11T00:44:00.000+08:00

Why must people make decisions? Why it is that decision are difficult to make? Can we don’t make decisions??? Are our decisions that important???

I realised that it is difficult for me to make decision; I don’t know why sometimes I just can’t make a decision even an important thing that I’m handling.

When it talks about leadership, I’ll ask myself whether I am a good SL, and a NCO in band. Or at the first place I shouldn’t be a NCO, just be a member? Isn’t that I don’t have to worry too much thing? I know I’m a SL and a NCO; therefore I must perform my duty, be responsible of my section I know this is what I should do as a leader. I have been leading my section for 3 years; I just think that I’m not a good leader. I did not manage to lead my section that well. Moreover next year is SYF, what I should do to let my members to be committed and listens to what I said.

When it comes to commitment, I know that I have been committed towards my academic, by attending all the remedial and tuition that my teacher conducts. Cca, by attending all the training and church, by attending to fuel and service. Isn’t that enough for me? Or all this commitment is like a pile of water that will be gone after pouring out e water or being used up? Does all these commitment doesn’t let me gain anything.

I realised that I’m a person who always depends on someone, is a good or bad thing? I don know… I always have no confidence of myself and I’ll always tend to depend on others. Is this something that I have to change?

Christopher is challenging me that I must stand firm, I’m going to take up this challenge, I believe I can do it. And also don’t give in to the act of enemies; we should be the one influencing others! Whereas SHOULD be THE OTHER WAY ROUND. In the books of Romans, it is written ‘for god is with us, who is against us?’ the bible state 365 times ‘do not fear’.

~thanks list for the weeks (last week) ~
-> Benjamin~ for teaching me something that is important for me to know
-> Christopher~ for your advice and I’ll always take up the challenge
-> Pris ~ for being my wonderful friend till us…
-> Nathan(Cantonese’s disciples) ~ it remind me that I should speak Cantonese more often
-> Mervyn & sis Carol ~ make me realise that decision are important
-> All the church friends
(All of you are AWESOME)

hui sian
Stand strong & do not fear

2008-11-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

I think today post is goanna to be long, I think a lot of people will just glance through it. I don’t know.

7 more weeks is going to the end of the year and school has ended for around 2 weeks, And also I have been going to church for around 2 months. I believe that in between these 7 weeks there can be miracle happen in my school work and my life.

Today I came to realise the things that is important in my life. I came to know that the friends around me and the relationship between me and whoever it is, is VERY IMPORTANT. Lynette, Pris, Li Ting, Claire, Sarah Benjamin, and Christopher. You guys are so wonderful that always by my side especially the girls, the guys also. Thank all of you for always being by my side.

Today I indeed have a challenging task for me. During a workshop, the person asked someone to volunteer to conduct so Christopher shouted out my name; I know I got no choice whereas I think this is an awesome experience for me. Normally I conduct in front of 5 people whereas not a group that is about 10 people.
Benjamin has taught me an important principle, that I should learn it from him. Not only that I realise accountability is important to me, I think I need someone to be accountable of. And I’m still seeking someone to accountable of.

Here’s comes the thank list:

~Thank Benjamin for your advice.
~Thank Christopher for calling my name, is an awesome experience for me.
~Although I know Pris, Li Ting, Claire and Sarah for 2 months but I still want to thank them for being such an awesome friends. You girls are so sweet.

hui sian

photos with church friends

2008-11-03T12:50:00.000+08:00

Pris and Li Ting ><

me and Pris =)

Mervyn (e red guy)

Pris, Li Ting and me

Li Ting and me

Photo taken at Hort Park

2008-11-03T12:31:00.000+08:00

white maple leaf

Henderson Wave

Shiping and me

Li Li and me

2008-11-03T12:20:00.000+08:00

1 nov. 08
As usual went to church, I meet Sern, Chen and Deena at AMK. We went to have lunch at Mac, after that we went to church. Today church was quite fun, as we get to play games. Today only have 4 girls Pris, Claire, Li Ting and me, as the rest of the girls went to China. Although there is only the 4 of us but we still manage to win the guys…

Yay! there is a Christmas party coming up on 18 Dec, all of us are looking forward to the Christmas party. Is sad that all of us have to split group, Christopher and me one group and Benjamin by himself. After church, all of us went to Century Square to have our dinner. It is quite sad that Mervyn, Christopher, and I have to take almost an hour bus home. Mervyn fall asleep on the bus, I also trying to take a nap but sms keep on coming in, not really able to take a nap; Christopher was playing games. I reach home around 10.30pm plus. I slept at 2.45am don know why I’m so energetic.

During service, my mind have gone through a lot things, I know that I myself is facing a lot of difficulties now; such as my band stuff, school work, friendship and juniors. I hope that all these things will just disappear from my mind and I need not have to worry so much. God I need you to give me strength to complete all my stuff and put peace into my heart.

31 Oct. 08

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!

Today as usual went to school to have English course, so sad that I cannot attend the AMath lesson. Awww… miss my AMath lesson so much. Today I went to ACM to watch the concert, the concert still ok. Today is Halloween day, if I were in States I’ll be celebrating Halloween.

30 Oct. 2008
Today I went out with my younger god-sis, we went to watch High School Musical 3~Senoir Year. The movie was quite nice my favourite part is where they were dancing at the roof top and the prom night. And the house where they built a tree house that was cool. I hope I have a house that looks that way too. Before the movie we went to Mos burger, pay bill, library and of course shopping. We bought a lot of things, a gift from Bits n Pieces for my god-mum and our own earrings.

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2008-10-29T18:42:00.000+08:00

Today there is band, and I start my lesson on 8am- 10 am and I took a break. 10.45am I have to report for band practice after that still got rehearsal, I went home around 4pm. Today got a ‘bad news’ (due to my busy schedule) as I have to attend a concert either on Friday afternoon or Saturday evening. Friday I’m meeting my friend to watch movie and Saturday I’m going to church. I think I should be going on Friday so that I can meet my church friends on Saturday =). So sad that today I missed my AMath lesson. Thanks Loong Guat for lending me your bible. :D

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25 oct 2008

Meet Chris Sern, Chen, Pris and Chen’s friend at Pasta mania. After that we went to church together. After church went to Singpost to eat with Claire, Sarah, sis Carol, bro Samuel and e.t.c. after awhile my 2 bro, Dennis and Humphrey come and join us. Bro Samuel treat us eat mochi ice-cream and chocolate. But I didn’t eat the chocolate, coz I’m trying my best to eat lesser chocolate. We went home around 9 plus (if I’m not wrong).

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2008-10-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

After school I have a meeting with all the euphonium’s members to discuss about the sectional tee, we discussed for quite a long time and at last Wei Quan came out with something that every one agree. And the member was so happy that they can go home after everything, unfortunately Sheng Wei need to complete something, so I also have to stay behind to discuss with him. After completing everything we went to eat mac, went home at 4.15pm.

Yay, tomorrow is last day of school, and everyone will start enjoying their 2 months break.

21 oct 2008

The school bring us to Hort Park, before we reached the Henderson wave we were to walk on a long and high ‘bridge’. The Henderson Wave was so cool, the scenery there still ok. On the way out of the park I saw the Jewel Box it was so nice, the scenery over there is so beautiful I think at night will look even nicer. When we reach school Lynette and I wanted to go market to eat but it was so hot, in the end we decided to go Sumo, we went home at about 2pm.
(will post photo another day)

Signing off
hui sian

2008-10-19T13:36:00.001+08:00

It was a sad weekend for me, as I was sick. Today I goanna stay at home to complete some of my stuff, such as sectional tee, leftover homework and some cards to be done.

Yesterday 18 oct 08, in the evening I went to church I only manage to join the service as I need to settle some of my personal stuff before that. After church most of us have ‘new beginning’ with brother Samuel and sister Carol. It was so coincident that is same as my blog URL. Hahaz. After that we went back to AMK to have our dinner, we dine at Sumo. We have lot of laughter over there, we went home around 9plus. Thanks guys and my 2 brothers for all your concern.

Yay! This coming week is the last week of school and holiday starts, since it is the last week of school I have a lot of stuff that I have to get it done before the school close.

Signing off
hui sian

2008-10-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

Finally results are out, I did not do very well. I did prepare for my exams and I just don’t know where has gone wrong. What should I do??? I know I should work even harder but other than that what can I do? I really don’t know what I should do… Friday no school coz is promotion day, that’s another day for us to worry of. Today is the first day of practice since after the EOY, and next week there isn’t any as there is O’level going on.

All the best and good luck to all my seniors and friends who are taking O’level, may god bless you.

Signing off
hui sian

2008-10-12T12:57:00.000+08:00

Yay! What a relaxing weekend that I don’t need to study and I can enjoy myself. Yesterday went to church with my brother, after everything my bro, church friends and I went to Singpost to eat KFC. Went home around 9.30pm plus. Today I was planning my schedule for the holiday, and then I found out that I am going to be busy during the holiday. There are so many event that I am going to involve during the holiday.

Signing off
hui sian

2008-10-10T11:24:00.000+08:00

At last exams are over, and we can enjoy our holiday. I think most of us would like to know how well did we do in exams, 4 more days we are going to get our results. Today after my AMath paper i went to Lynette's house to eat, she cooked pancake for me. Thanks! now we are going to library. Yay! =)

2008-10-05T15:45:00.000+08:00

today went to lynette's house to mug most of my topics but i managed to mug maths only. so sad...

2008-10-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

I should have my social studies class at 9.30am, due to some reason it starts at 10am ended around 11am. Went home straight after my remedial. 2.05pm meet Christopher bro, Humphrey also there. We went to church together, we reach there was already quite late but not too late. There is FUEL today; it talks about how we should honour our parents. We youths must really honour our parents. We can express honour to someone by speech, action and attitude. And during the service, it talks about Power and Authority. I did learn a lot of things today.

Thanks brothers for praying for me, I believe god will definitely bless us. Good luck to all my friends who all still having exams, and may god bless you.

Signing off
hui sian

2008-09-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hey guys,
Exams are round the corner, so do study hard. I believe u guys can do it, don’t be stressed up, but do feel the sense of urgency. Good luck and all the best to you guys.

Thanks brothers! I really enjoy my weekend, it was indeed fun.

Today I indeed have a fun time in school although keep on doing maths, after school went to have lunch with tze yeng in school. After our lunch we went to study in school. In e late afternoon played basketball with 2 of the teachers, tze yeng and some sec 4 guys. This is my first time playing basketball, and I managed to shoot, due to some encouragement. Thanks teacher for your encouragement, I have learnt to be perseverance, and there’s nothing that cannot be done. I believe all of us can achieve our goals.

Signing off
hui sian

2008-09-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

i read an article that is about friends, this article says that (quote frm the article)

-'FRIENDSHIPS are different from releationships - and thank goodness for that'
-'Love, i read somewhere, is blind, but friendship closes its eyes. How true. THE older i get, the more i value friends'
-'THE saddest thing about friendship is that it can die. It doesn't come with lifelong gurantee'

this article let me know yhe importance of friendship, and i will treasure the times we spent together.

关于我

2008-09-20T14:39:00.001+08:00

大家好，我是庄惠娴。我将在这里告诉大家‘庄’的来源和我的籍贯和文化。我姓庄，在《百家姓》里我的姓是排第323个。

庄的来源是楚之先，出自高颛頊高阳氏。黃帝生昌意，昌意生颛頊，颛頊生称，称生卷章，生重黎，因其能光融天下，蒂誉命曰祝融。重黎死，其弟吴回续为祝融，吴回生陆终，陆终生季连。季连，羋型，楚乃其後也。周文王时，季连苗裔能事文王。成王时，对鬻熊之俊熊鐸於荊蛮之地，建楚。楚第六位国君庄王俊代以谥为姓，始有庄姓。

籍贯

客家是一個具有显特徵的汉族分支族群，也是汉族在世界上分佈范围广阔、影响深远的民系。從西晋永嘉之乱开始中原汉族居民大举南遷，抵达粵贛閩三地交界处，與當地土著居民杂处，互通婚姻，经过千年演化最终形成相对稳定的客家民系。此後，客家人又以梅州为基地，大量外遷到华南各省乃至世界各地。客家四州為梅州,贛州汀州,惠州,福建,宁化,石壁是客家傳說民系形成的中心地域，石壁也被成為「客家祖地」。

文化

客家民居-----客家人有自己孤具特色的建筑風格。福建客家土樓群已经成功申请成为世界文化遺產。
饮食文化-----客家人创造了非常精致请究的独特飲食文化。客家菜是八大菜系之一的粵菜裡面一個重要的组成部分。

source: www.wikipedia.org